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DAD

2012-02-12T19:40:00.000+08:00

Wahhh. Sad. I heard from Mummy my Daddy de eyes deteriorating. Due to diabetes. People who have diabetes will kena different stuffs. My relatives is high blood pressure. For my dad is the eye got some black dot thingy. Then if never take care will degenerate till blindness. Nuooo. Fuck this world. Why must people suffer. Haiz. When I asked my Dad about his condition I can't help but cry. Never imagined once that a day would come when my Dad may become blind. I really hope his condition doesn't get worst. Please god. Help him maintain his condition or even better. Miraculously make the condition disappear.

And I finally got a referral to National Skin Centre. Going on the 20th. Hope it'll be good news. And my knee still chui. Physiotherapy is not helping. People is the knee pain cause knee degenerate. Their solution is do stretching and exercises of the knee. How is that suppose to help. Haiz. Nevermind. I'd just go maybe 1 or 2 more session then request to see bone specialist. I need a cure not prevention.

Seriously what happened to the optimistic me. Somehow I am getting more and more depressed and negative as the weeks go by. Come on!!! Come back to me my optimistic self!!! RAWR!!!

WAR

2012-02-05T14:17:00.000+08:00

Haiz. This week my skin flared up. Red red itchy itchy quite pain for the whole week. Went to the stupid MO he say not serious. Wth. Damn lame sia. Die die don't want give me referral. I shall not give up. I will fight for my rights!!! But the other side is overwhelming. I fear failure. I need more support on my side. Haiz. Stress. FML. I really want my condition to recover.

And these few weeks I've been feeling kind of negative. Think because of book in bah. Mostly is Sunday. Feel damn sad. Damn depressed. Darn. Think I'm developing depression sia. In camp also having a bit of problem sleeping. Always lights out le I stone in bed for 30-1hr before sleeping. I think I'm going crazy. Fuck.

RAY

2012-01-29T19:45:00.001+08:00

Haiz~ This weekend was really a rush. So little time and so many things to do. Last weekend the best. 5 days free to myself. Except the last night need book in. This week's a full 5 day week. Gonna be fucking sian. Everytime I book in I will tear. When I leave the house. Walk to the bus stop and take the bus to camp. The feeling is fucked. It feel like leaving your family and friends for very long. And that sad feeling just grips me and make my tear fall down uncontrollably. Then when at night in camp after book in also. When lights out everyone is trying to sleep. My mind will just be flooded with thoughts of why I am here and not with my family and friends back at home. And all those emo sad stuffs. Then it'll also make me tear a bit. Then after rolling and trying get rid of all the thoughts in my mind for some time. I'd gradually fall asleep. Think I'm going crazy >_< AHHH!!!

Anyway. Just renewed my contract this weekend. Got a new phone :D Xperia Ray. Not the phone which I want but still passable bah. So far so good. And its like the only cheap phone which is good. Got it for $98. Got it le then went to auntie house gathering. Din really got to use it. Then today used a bit nia. Mostly playing lappy. Then now need change back to my jiao phone. Just I'd have to have fun with it next week when I book out.

And hor. Cause I always spam Jay Chou songs. I realize some songs when I listen to it. It reminds me of events. Its like when I listen to those songs I'd think of someone or workplace etc.

CNY

2012-01-22T04:43:00.000+08:00

RAWR!!! Got posted to Arty - Gunnery wor. There quite okay bah. Morning training only. Then go back bunk bathe. Then jiu lecture till 1800. But I don't like leh~ I want office de. Less taxing physically and mentally. And fucking sian sia. Booking in on Tuesday 2215 -___- Most of my friends they booking in on Wednesday morning lor. Sian shit la. Go pai nian then halfway need zao to book in to camp. What a way to spend the Chinese New Year. Thanks a lot bitch.

WEEE~~~ Yesterday went out with Derek and Andrew. Went to Plaza to watch The Viral Factor :D Keke Jay Chou!!! :D Nice movie. Not bad luh. Also very touching. Got scenes which I nearly teared =X

周杰倫 - 療傷燒肉粽

Whoots. Got new MV sia!!! I din know!!! >_< MV's not bad :D

Finally saw chu after sooo long~ RAWR!!!

PAIN

2012-01-11T00:32:00.002+08:00

Monday went to Carousel to eat at Royal Plaza there with bunkies. Eat shiok shiok. Fun fun. Then went to meet Derek and Andrew. Shop shop~ Bought a shirt at TOPMAN 3 for $36. We 3 share share :D Then went to StarBucks to drink drink and slack slack :D Then Andrew left for bball~ BOOO!!! Then Derek and me continue walk walk. Then when I was going home tummy feeling weird sia. Then when walking home barfed ): Then went home diarrhea. Then tummy pain also. Feeling like something is eating my tummy from the inside ): Worst tummy pain evar!!! Then fart also like shit pee. Keep lao sai ): Damn shitty feeling ): Then ate the diarrhea pills try cure the lao sai. Then like 10 mins later puke again. Then feeling feverish later. Body feeling cold but outside touch hot hot. Should be fever bah. Then ate Panadol then go orh orh.

Yay!!! Today repaid my daddy for lending me money to buy my digital piano. Having no money sucks. Fucking hate it when rich people around me like to talk shits about money when they know nothing about having no money when all their life they have be pampered and showered with money by their parents. They need to experience it themselves first hand to know the feeling. If not get the fuck off. Don't talk trash please.

RAWR!~ Where are you?~ ): Come back~ WEAK!!!

POP

2012-01-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

Whoots!!! Finally!!! Yesterday POP lo!!! Today official la. But I never go Parade mah. So I POP EARLIER!!! HAHA xD Then today went to the floating platform at Marina Bay to watch my fellow bunkies do the Graduation Parade. There very hot sia!!! >_< Then when everything ended went down to take picture with them :D Keke!!! After that went to eat Subway with Justin and Kok. Then jiu cabby home. Then orh orh!!! =/ Tired sia. Then my this photo wth la. Sian. Should have just smiled. They say don't smile then duno why end up my face is SAD FACE!!! So joke .___. But finally la. Look back when I first day went in looking forward to this date. Its been quite fast. But when you go through it its long la. But now when I look back I seems fast sia =/And hor last night in camp. When I was sleeping. Kena prank =/ Kena carried out of my bed. Justin's hand over my mouth. Kena "Water paraded". They take water bottles pour water on me >_< Didn't struggle though haha. Just let them do bah xD Everyone happy can le :D Then before I book out ytd bloody hell Justin like high fuck. Go to everyone air sex them @_@ I was one of the victims!!! >; Hurhur!!! RAWR!!!

Now to await the unit posting. Hope get some slackz de. 0800 to 1700 de please!!! RAWR!!!

周杰倫 - 公主病

This MV quite cute sia xD Keke :D

For those who want to see their individual photos go here and see~
http://www.mindef.gov.sg/army/bmtgraduation/index.html

NEWYEAR

2012-01-02T00:38:00.001+08:00

Whoots!!! Been a long time since last post wor :O Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all wor!!! KEKE!!! Another fun filled year is gone just like that =/ Hope more another more fun filled and much more better year to come :) Same goes to all my friends :) All the best in the year ahead of you guys!!! ;D

Hmmm~ Last week duno why my skin acted up. Itchy max. Red max. Also got fever. Monday went to MO lo~ Then got status Attend B two days. Excuse Uniform, Helmet/Headgear, Upper Limb, Lower Limb, Route March. Cause my knee and wrist was hurting too. Old injury ): Didn't do 12km and 16km route march. And I won't be doing 24km and the graduation parade. Sorry to disappoint you guys.

And yesterday went to Teck's house to celebrate his birthday in advance KEKE :D Had a blast :) Enjoyed myself max :3 And first time tried Bailey. What a unique taste =/ What a way to start the new year xD Hope for more outings to come!!! HEHE!!!

And more new Jay Chou MVs~ KEKEKE!!! ENJOYS!!! :):):)

周杰倫 - 你好嗎

周杰倫 - 皮影戲

周杰倫 - 世界未末日

This my 2nd favorite song after Mine Mine :D Darn nice the lyrics and music~ xD RAWR!!! MV is darn nice too. Just what I'd do for a lyric like this :) (Y)

FEVER

2011-12-24T18:29:00.002+08:00

Haiz. Inside have been nothing but shit. The people there are okay. But I still find some are fucked up. My old friends are still the best. And finally. After many days of marching and training in the rain. My body finally gave way. When I wakey this morning. Whole body weak, sore and skin feels hot cold like that. Haiz. Fever is here to stay ): The more I think about it the more angry I am. The way they treat people and the things they say and preach. Its a fucked up world. Seriously. Some other people get it easy due to white horses and some just plain cause those high ups are kind. But nonetheless most are fucked up cunts abusing authority. Can't wait to get the hell out of this shit hole. 2 more weeks to go. Had enough. Won't endure anymore. I see no point in continuing this shit.

OUTFIELD

2011-12-16T01:40:00.002+08:00

Whoots. Finally!!! My fucking field camp is OVER!!! Like finally sia...Freaking never bathe brush teeth all those cleaniness stuffs never do for 6 days sia. Damn freaking disgusting!!! AHHH!!! But good its all over!!! But sian. Elbow, knee, back, everywhere pain ): And rashes also ): BOOO!!! FML!!! RAWR!!! I really miss civilian life HURHUR!!! I want my freedom back!!! AGAGAGA!!! Sunday have to book in at 1400. Haiz. Lame fuck. Sooo early. Need do shits that's why >; I miss everyone~~~ ):

And sian my Aeris Theme duno how play le ): Only know the first page of the song nia. Fuck. Used to play till the 3rd page lor =.= FML!!!

RASH

2011-12-04T15:41:00.001+08:00

Sian. Stupid rash won't go away. Like keep spreading sia D: Itchy!!! RAWR!!! And ytd my sore throat got worst. At night no voice. Now still no voice. Like only have super horse voice. Haiz. Then later book in 1950. Haiz FML!!! ): Expecting more of this rash at field camp next week le ): BOOO!!! And finally I got my hands on a new lappy adaptor le WEEE!!! Finally can use my lappy once again!!! Kekeke!!! And got the Jay Chou new songs in my phone le :D KEKE!!! New ring tones!!! :D

SDC

2011-12-03T00:10:00.001+08:00

Whoots!!! New MV from my favorite Jay Chou!!! Weee~~~ :D Always his MV de cars super sexy!!! Keke!!!

周杰倫 - 超跑女神

Another shag week. This week got pre-field camp. Fucking crawl in mud and puddles and prone-ing in position in wet muddy places. Fucking disgusting. Now Im having rashes le. Only 2 days nia. I really cannot imagine going the real field camp next week sia. 5-6 days. Confirm rashes outbreak de. I already expected that as worst case situation le. Haizzz~~~ Sian. And IPPT next week. Me still WEAK!!! Cannot pass sia I think. And stupid hip still got pain pain ): Run jiu pain. How to take 2.4km and shuttle run sia~ Stupid. This whole shit sucks. And next week I got field camp cannot book out. 2 weeks inside. Those who want to chat with me SMS me please~ Don't wait for me next week~ Won't be coming out T___T Booo~ At least when I have the rashes please go away. I don't want to have a reddish body for damn long sia. Fast go away after field camp please~

Super shagged. Tomorrow need go Singapore Discovery Centre also. Haiz. Dumb shit. Go there think 2-3 hours nia. Then jiu zao le. Then need go Mount Faber again to get those stuffs for field camp. Haiz. 2 book outs spent on buying all those stuffs. What a waste of time sia. YAWNS~

BACK

2011-11-26T21:54:00.001+08:00

Whoots!!! Finally back in Singapore!!! Miss my home badly. In there was xiong. Somehow managed to hang on till my leg finally gave way. Injured my hip-leg joint that part. Near the ass. Was doing shuttle sprints. Starting felt like I pulled my joint like those accidently "dislocate" nia then I twist push pull my leg till got the bone "tok" sound. Then like okay le. But then the injury nvr end there. Got worst. Becoming pain. Then went MO got 10 days status. Its somewhat like MC but not really MC. Still need follow my ppl. And only fall out when doing training. If I walk also pain. Then need follow them still. What's the point sia. Sure won't heal. Then now finally book out le. And yes. It still hurts ): Sucks. Hope by tml can heal sia. If not I Monday got IPPT (NAPFA) and 8km road march on Tuesday. If book in still pain no choice le. Monday need go MO ask them check what's wrong with my leg. Whether is serious sprain or what. Haiz. Don't become maim please. So not worth it -.- And whoots someone at Aussie still took the time to come and chat chat with me sia~~~ LOVES!!! ♥ Kekeke!!! WEAK CHU!!! RAWR!!! :3

This song like the Cowboy de...Like some fun song :D Not bad :)
周杰倫 - 水手怕水

This song got a catchy tune. Slightly like those trance sia the background music. Haha! :D
周杰倫 - 迷魂曲

But overall I still prefer Mine Mine!!! <3 :) Cause baby you are mine mine~ Mine mine mine mine mine~ Mine mine~ Mine mine mine mine mine~

MINE

2011-11-07T03:11:00.002+08:00

Haiz. Past few days no lappy. HAHA!!! No Maple =X Fucking AC adaptor spoil. Haiz. Using desky feels weird cause no have all my games and bookmarks >_< RAWR!!! Went to NeX to find a replacement then its fucking $75. Sian. Pok kai le. No money le LOL Need wait for the NS's fucking dog pay >; Haiz and Im left with less than 1 day to booking in and only booking out on 25th ):

And whoots!!! Jay craze is coming!!! New album round the corner!!! Already 2 songs released le!!! :D

This song not really my type but cool MV nonetheless :D
周杰倫 - 驚嘆號

This is the 2nd song. And omg Im addicted to it le KEKE!!! Cannot wait for the album!!! AHHH~~~
Cause baby you are mine mine~ Mine mine mine mine mine~ Mine mine~ Mine mine mine mine mine~
周杰倫 - Mine Mine

Gonna spam Mine Mine for the whole of my last day. RAWR!!! Go NS gonna miss everyone ): Inside for 18 days ): Haiz~ Who will miss me?~ Who will text me?~ =X HAHA!!! But I go 2 months de think not much free time much less time to reply also >: If someone does sms I'd try to reply ASAP. But be prepared for late replies =/ Haiz!!! LIFE'S GONNA SUCK FOR TWO YEARS!!! T___T Hope my life can be fun fun~ Fun fun fun fun fun~ (Imitating Mine Mine chorus)

Ohya!!! Who can help me get Jay Chou's new album!!! If not someone who can pass me his new 11 songs when I come out on 25th!!! RAWR!!! Sms me let me know!!! :D

ENJOY

2011-10-31T06:56:00.002+08:00

HI ONCE AGAIN!!! I know I know >_< Its been sooo long since my last post!!! 21 days to be exact!!! Ahhh~~~ Sorry peeps. Sooo lazy to blog man =XOn Wednesday 19th Oct went to eat MrCurry with Joey, WeiLi, Andrew, Ming, Teck and JiYuen!!! :D At first when WeiLi sms me go eat MrCurry I thought some Indian restaurant sia LOL!!! Never hear before also. Then when I reach there that day at Marina Square I saw the shop then realise I got see before that restaurant de sia. Just that I duno the name of it. Rmb last time at Central wanted eat there de. Then I ordered Beef Curry Rice. Wah the curry shiok. Not bad sia. Nice and yummy :D After that then we went to play pool. Actually was discussing whether to pool or movie. Wanted Real Steel but the next available timing is sold out I think. The timing is red in color. Then ended up playing pool instead. After that all go take 70 go home. Keke. Shiok gathering :DThen on Friday 28th Oct went to Ming's house to BBQ!!! :D Invite those Sec 3-4E2 same class de de peeps :D But sadly not alot came. Only 9 of us ): Hurhur!!! I miss some of them man ): Those who came were. BingXi, MinShing, Elijah, TianYu, Andrew, Ming, Jonah, WeiLi(Exception 3/4E1 de but nevermind gay buddy HAHA) and me. And yes. After 2 years those in NS de they BBQ still chao ta as always LOL!!! Brings back memories. Then eating semi chao ta food and drinking beer. Talk about life. Shiokness. These are the best times. I miss the Sec Sch days where we can just fuck around and not care about anything T___T Some ppl are not in this picture but I like this picture. Its sooo suits Sec Sch life xD _|_ ^.^ _|_

And now 31st Oct Im left with 8 more days including today to NS. Haizzz...Sooo sad ): More outing please. Its like last few days of my life. Hurhur. Ohya peeps so sorry. My Aeris Theme is progressing very very slowly. My laziness has gotten to me. Lazy to play nowadays. Like 1 week play 2hrs max nia =X Won't be able to finish the song before NS like how I wanted it. Booo~ But one of these days I'll surely upload the full recording of the piece :P Okay I shall end here then :D Look forward to the next post!!! Blehhh :P RAWR!!!

INFECTION

2011-10-10T12:26:00.000+08:00

Yay. Went to Derek's house a couple of times to use his bench and weights. Getting stronger le :D And fuck. I have 29 days left before NS -.- FML man. I'm so going to nomz all my favorite foods. Last Saturday went to Ming's house to play board game see each other play his lappy. Talk cock. Then when he leaves to church. Andrew and me went to swim in his pool. More like splashing water, floating and slacking in the pool. HAHA. Just talk and lie in pool. Shiok. Then after that went to eat Lamb Chop!!! RAWR!!! Finally!!! That's one favorite food down. More to go!!! It just feels so good spending time with your brothers. Even if I go Derek's house to stone with him. Stoning together seems more fun than stoning alone. Tomorrow going Derek's house again to gym. This time with Andrew. Then should be evening like that going to DGX to eat Just Acia. Kekeke. Another favorite food :D KEKEKE :)

Sorry guys my Aeris Theme no progress. No mood to continue >_< But I'm still playing the notes I know. Must keep playing if not will forget the notes =/ And I'm kinda lazy to progress =X Opps >_<

Super sian...Damn fucked up. Yesterday saw some new spots and weird coloration...Today the spots still there...Everytime I see I feel so fucked up ): Why can't I be normal like other people. Why must I be fucked up like that. I'm just here trying live this life I have. Why must I endure this shit man. Fucked up suayness to the max. That's all I can say. I just hope all of this will just go away. Just leave. You've been fucking me up for a long long time already. I don't want you sticking to me anymore. Get the hell out of my body!!!

STUCK

2011-09-19T01:33:00.001+08:00

Arghhh!!! So hard to progress the Aeris Theme le...The movements hard to memorise and coordinate ): Argh!!! Hope can finish before Nov 8 ): Partly also I never practice enough =X Everyday slacking. HAHA =/ Opps. Darn. Hope can finish bah~ RAWRS.

THRID

2011-09-05T14:36:00.003+08:00

Okay. This is what Im currently at. The song lor...The standard...Haiz...Everytime record chui -.- Sorry peeps. A few long pauses and mistakes here and there. But this is the best recording le >.< Will do a better one when Im near the end of the song bah :) Enjoys.

HALF

2011-09-01T09:40:00.002+08:00

YES AH!!! Suddenly got feel so chiong half a page more of Aeris's Theme. Now 2nd page down!!! :D Means can play half the song le :) Kekeke. Now need to started practicing the accuracy and timing :P Whoots. 3rd page maybe next week then start :P If the 1st 2 page play swee swee le...Maybe gonna upload here let you people hear :3 Kekeke...And also thinking which song to play after this. Tifa's Theme, J-E-N-O-V-A, Main Theme of Final Fantasy VII or One Winged Angel. >.< Blehhhhh. High chance is Main Theme of FF7 or One Winged Angel. J-E-N-O-V-A too fast le =X Tifa's Theme is also kinda slow sad kind like Aeris's Theme. I want a high and slightly faster de =/ All is hard. But with practice sure can bah :P

SECOND

2011-08-19T09:37:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!! Its sooo hard to play properly with a camera!!! Was playing smoothly then decided to record then ended up re-recording like 20+ times!!! >.< This is the most smooth for the front part le...The back part is SUPER stumble!!! But I lazy re-record le >.< Just leave it as that now. At least better than the 1st try :P Keke~ :D Anyway here it is!!! Doodong~!!!

FIRST

2011-08-14T08:23:00.004+08:00

HAHA!!! This my shitty performance LOL!!! Nervous the camera there keep looking at it then play dam slow and wrong!!! Without recording play sometimes nicer @_@ But nvm...Let you peeps see what I've been learning. But slow though...Haha...I shiok then go practice. Now 1 page and 1 line nia LOL!!!

SPECTACLE

2011-08-10T00:43:00.002+08:00

WEEE~~~ Later gonna get ma new spectacle. Made for NS -.- Okok la...Looks NS-ish. But not the price. $150. After giving me discount from $178...Think fake one lor...All those spectacle shop always don't put prices on the spectacles de...Like a scam sia...Think cause my sister bought cheaper cause of the voucher he want to eat from my purchase. I ask WeiLi and Teck theirs <$100 sia...Nvm lo...I'd just wear that spectacle for longer years then @_@ Not so fugly also...Quite not bad...Grrr. Hate scammers.

And today just found out something...Bloody fuck la -.- Fuck those people who like to spread rumors of 2 peoples. It can ruin friendships in the making. Make people scare and not wanna be friends...Fuck you arses >:(

ANGER

2011-08-09T04:02:00.008+08:00

Okay...I just wanna let this out. I don't care who you are. Fuck you. Don't come talk to me. After I have said what I wanna say. Its over. I don't wanna hear about it. Not from you anyways. Cause nothing goes through you thick head anyways. And talking about it will end up being me in the wrong. Fuck you seriously. Get yourself some anger management programme if you can't handle angers -.- Fuck it. Think before you speak seriously. I mean what I mean. Bitch. Read. Fuck. Pissed. Go fuck yourself for all I care. Don't come to me. Everything's been said and done. Blame yourself for not thinking before you speak. If someone mean something even if you are at your limits you will still consider the consequences before you speak. But seems Im otherwise. What you said applies to yourself too anyways. Bye. Period.

Think its still the best to stick to my bros who I grew up together with. People who know how to handle themselves properly...And people who I went through thick and thin with.

This is where I give my freedom of speech to an extent. If you don't like it then don't fucking read it for all I care.

LYRICS

2011-08-05T03:13:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!! Can't get enough of Ugly!!! If you see the lyrics its really good!!! Reminds me of Simple Plan's Perfect. Its just sooo sad and nice and imbar at the same time!!!

And I really like their clothings for the MV!!! Wished I could try it~~~ >:3 RAWR!!! I think Im Ugly~~~ Lalala~ See the lyrics for yourself :D Nice to the MAX!!! Super meaningful~

[CL] I'm trying to smile brightly but
I don't like it
I'm not pretty, I'm not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

[BOM] I'm trying to sing but
No one is listening
I'm not pretty, I'm not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

[DARA] Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

[MINJI] I'm getting angry again, why can't I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror

[BOM] Don't look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies

[CL] I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face tellin' me I'm pretty

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face cuz I know I'm ugly

[MINJI] Don't tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you

[BOM] Don't force me to talk, I'm not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

[MINJI] Don't come closer, I don't even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies

[CL] I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face tellin' me I'm pretty

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face cuz I know I'm ugly

[DARA] All alone
I'm all alone x 2

There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side

All alone
I'm all alone x 2
I'm always alone

There's no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there's not even anyone to embrace me

[CL] I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don't lie to my face tellin' me I'm pretty

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face cuz I know I'm ugly

MAPLE

2011-08-03T02:02:00.006+08:00

Sunday went out with fellow Maplers. Which I'd just call Maple outing...But not going out to maple off course. Only 1 person I know and that's YuanShen...While the other 5 are his friends or friend's friend or friend's girlfriend...And 1 unknown person whom I never met before with her best friend. Went to L4D2 at Bugis there then went to watch Captain America: The First Avenger...Soso...The ending was kinda what the fuck. In a sense when you see the ending you seriously go "What the fuck?" LOL!!! Then after that went to have dinner at Tian Tian Huo Guo...

And sian its that time of the year again...7th month!!! And Monday I had this weird dream...I forgot what happened. I can only remember me in my dream open my house door and there is like an alter in front of my door. Like someone praying to me...Fucking creepy man.

Then my cough came back again...Sian...Actually on Sunday was already quite okay le leh...Duno if its the hot pot a not...Cough till want die le T.T

And I love this 2NE1 TV episode...Its all on DARA!!! <3<3<3 So cute sia she~~~ The way she laugh too...Like sudden burst into laugh hahaha~ Just like me!!! Just that I laugh louder =X Haha!!! Love Dara sooo much~ Love her character...Very much like mine...Like a mixture of funny, lame, retarded, etc. Duno how to explain. Watch and you'll know >:D Keke!!!

And the making of the MV very funny also >:D Hahaha!!! Lazy put the other episodes~ Go watch it yourself peeps!!!

And I finally learnt the first page of Aeris's Theme!!! :D HAPPY!!! XD

UGLY

2011-07-28T00:59:00.006+08:00

Whoots!!! 2NE1 - Ugly finally out!!! The MV's super cool sia!!! They all look sooo cool...And the song's nice too :D Its sounds slightly like English song sia :P Think its the influence of Will.I.Am xD WEEE~~~ :D Kinda expected a song with this title cause they are unlike all the other K-Pop groups who are dam chio or go plastic to be chio...They don't look that chio...And 2NE1 TV got one episode they say they all ugly and Dara's like their only chio de girl in the group...Haha...But who cares...2NE1 rock on!!! :D This song really really nice...More I listen more addictive xD Especially the chorus!!!

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’
me I’m pretty

Sounds damn nice on a piano too :D

GRRR

2011-07-27T08:05:00.001+08:00

WEEE~~~ I got back my Aeris's Theme le :D 38 seconds!!! HAHAHA!!! >.< But after this is the harder part =X Opps. Grrr!!!

LEARNING

2011-07-27T01:08:00.003+08:00

Whoots...So far learnt the Jay Chou Secret movie that 1 hand de song...My Aeris's Theme hard sia~~~ >.< I switched to learning 2NE1's Love Is Ouch...And ouch. Its hard too >.< If I compare how much I can play from both songs. I think its about the same >.< Aeris's Theme used to play swee swee till 30+ secs...Now swee swee till 10secs+ nia >; Love Is Ouch cannot play swee swee LOL!!! Still trying to make my hands coordinate properly...Grrr...And Aeris's Theme was learnt watching Synthesia. Now trying to learn from reading scores...But I still cannot read. Written all the notes beside the scores haha!!! :P

PIANO

2011-07-23T01:11:00.002+08:00

WHOOTS!!! Thursday was the happiest day of my life...Finally got myself a Yamaha P-95!!! WEEE~~~ Finally after 5 long years of waiting for a piano. Finally got my own!!! KEKE!!! Gonna practice songs le!!! WEEE~~~

WEEE~~~ 2NE1 TV is back!!! Season 3!!! Love it!!! >:D Get to see more of Dara doing funny stuffs~~~ KEKE :D

DILEMMA

2011-07-13T03:10:00.002+08:00

FUCK!!! I still can't decide!!! Nabei...People fuss over other kinds of stuffs like relationship, etc...I fuss over getting a piano LOL!!! FUCK LA!!! Still feel that its better getting that $1.6k Clavinova!!! But extra $600 more!!! Fucking shit!!! Cause I get de is gonna last me for a long time. And getting a P-95 doesn't seem like its gonna last me long. Regarding the specifications and stuff. As you play long le will sian of the sound mah. Then especially the P-95 is like the simplest of the lot. It surely is not gonna last me long. And I don't wanna burn $1k to get this and then maybe after NS get another. That fucking throwing away money. I want something lasting for fuck!!! An acoustic is strictly out of budget even though I want one. Fuck this shit!!! AHHH!!! I needa rob someone LOL!!! ARGH!!! Getting super pek chek cause the fucking sale is coming to an end and I still cannot decide!!! Next week last week le!!! Fuck!!! KNNBCCB!!! AHHH!!! NABEI!!! FUCK I GO SLEEP LE LA!!! @_@

REGRET

2011-07-12T09:49:00.002+08:00

I still fucking regret not continuing at IRAS. If not I would have had around 3k or even 4k more. Fucking hate myself. Always decide on something then come to regret it. Fuck. The fucking "Made in China" for the P-95 is seriously turning me off like a bitch. FUCK!!! I don't feel like buying le. Chee bye.

PIANO

2011-07-08T13:10:00.003+08:00

Sian. Wanted work with Derek at Carrefour but got the other 2 weeks of Friday, Saturday and Sunday de job. Then think won't get employed. And I really hope my aunt gives me her piano. Since my dad says that she say her kids also like never play le. And got 1 string spoil. Then I think if give me can save alot lor. Since they never play le rotting at home give me better. And if give me I just needs pay for transporting it over to my home and for fixing that string and tuning it. Which is surely below 1k. If don't give I need buy the creaking China P-95 for $1,099. Which is wtf for a China product. Haiz. Hoping. Tml judgement day bah. Dad say want ask them gathering at our house then ask my aunt. Please please please give me please!!! If she gives I am going to go guan ying miao give my thanks like I always do when I pray for something to happen and it does.

PLAN

2011-07-05T05:44:00.001+08:00

Fuck. Really regret not working for the past 2 months. If I had I would have been able to get the P-95. And I really do not wish to get alot from others. But the sale is ending. Even if work the pay won't come in in time. And I am left to ask more money from my family. Fucked. Im gonna try and see if there are any jobs in the papers later. Need to earn money to return my debtors whom I am going to borrow from.

And this is my plan before I go into fucking NS. Im gonna work till October which I give myself 1 month to try and purify my skin. Gonna shave damn short and spam cream application for 1 month. Hope it heals. If not Im sooo fucked when I go NS. And need get a new spectacle for NS too. Fucking waste money. And I fucking hate people who do not have skin problems saying us who have these problems trying to geng to drop PES or such stuff are minor. If its minor I won't even give a fuck. If I do means it ain't that minor. And we do not have a fucking choice. Shits like these just happens. Try putting yourselves in our shoes. We have to live with this shit for life. Everyone's got their own problems. And this is our problem.

I shall end here. Tired. Hungry. Regrets. Emo. Sad. Tml shall be a new day.

And can you believe it. I blogged this using my Yari phone. Haha! Got the sudden urge to post this.

EXFOLIATE

2011-06-29T16:12:00.004+08:00

I just observed this just now...Wtf man I was grooming myself...Aka exfoliating. Then just like <5 mins I start to see ants gathering below me...Wtf man...They are all gathering all my dead skin...Am I suppose to be ant's fodder? FML man...Then I thought about this. I keep saying I want to moult like a reptile. I think I am really moulting...Just that I don't moult fully like snakes I only moult partially at different areas. Fuck. Whenever I look at the mirror at those spots I really find myself a freak. A mutant. Maybe I am a mutant. I've been saying mutant like the X-Men are cool. Maybe Im a mutant too. A being with an immune system that send signals that speed up the growth of skin cells...Which makes skin exfoliates at a rate faster than ordinary human beings. Fuck my immune system. Fuck my skin. One of the regrets being a host in this body of mine.

AS

2011-06-22T02:53:00.007+08:00

AHHH!!! Still addicted to After School~~~ Can't get them out of my head!!! >.< Love these 3 songs!!! NICE!!! Got a few more nice de also...But these 3 I like both the song AND the MV :3

After School - Shampoo

The 1st girl to sing is Nana<3 WEEE~~~ ;) The main girl in the MV is Raina...Kawaii!!! :3 Then Kahi is the 1st girl stretching after showing Raina looking at those posters.

After School - Because Of You

This MV everyone is sooo chio and sexy<3!!! :D

After School - Bang!

Everyone's sooo cute and sexy~<3 :)

Damn. And for the Digital Piano that I want the P-95...I duno whether to get it a not after hearing that salesperson telling me that its made in China -.- He say he recommend that or the Clavinova...Im not sure of the model. Its the one at Plaza Singapura beside the P-95 de...But P-95 is $1,099...While that Clavinova is $1,699...FUCK!!! I keep jumping my budget...From last year's P-85 I think $999 to P-95 and now I feel like getting that Clavinova...ARGH!!! Fucked. But the Clavinova is made in Indonesia...Which I don't think also good sia...Duno if its worth the $600 to not get something that's from China. Cause China's products are literally really chui de -.- But $1,699 sia...And that the sales if after the Yamaha sale I think its $1,899 and from what I heard think it gonna be no longer in production...So its the newer de which is $2,399...WTF!!! Might as well go get the fucking stater upright piano JU109 at around $3,300...FUCK MAN!!! How!!! Should I try the China product? Cause its fucking $699 more!!! But if the China de really is fucked I rather spend another $699 just to get another product which will last me much longer than that China shit -.- Im really scared that China de won't last more than 1 or 2 years .___.

AFTERSCHOOL

2011-06-18T04:01:00.006+08:00

AHHH!!! Suddenly got an After School craze!!! They are actually another Korean group that I like just that I din download most of their songs =/ But now crazy over them le!!! AHHH!!!

Nana <3 Raina <3 Kahi <3 RAWR!!! xD Love all of them!!! Gonna go download more of their singles and album!!! But they very lil songs =X RAWR!!! >:D Bad thing about After School is that the group is like a "school" when the members graduate they leave the group and new member join in ): Hope don't all the old members leave >: Now my music library's gonna be mostly flooded by 2NE1, After School, Big Bang, 周杰倫 and 大塚愛. Too lazy to blog more. That'd be all >:

PIANO

2011-05-10T22:33:00.002+08:00

Now I wonder. If I am going to save and buy a piano. Which should I get? I see online ppl say to get a good one that can last. Don't scrip sooo much for these kind of stuff as it can last quite long de. Then duno whether to get a piano or a digital piano. ARGH!!! What to get!!! GRRR!!! @_@

RECURRING

2011-05-08T11:12:00.006+08:00

Siannn...Always apply medicine le then it subsides for 3-4 days then comes back again!!! FUCK!!! Am I suppose to do this for the rest of my life!?!?!? FUCK MY LIFE LA!!! Or rather FUCK MY SKIN LA!!! I think the chances of COMPLETELY getting rid of this fucked up shit is like what 1-5%? So far I've only managed to completely wipe out ONLY a handful of areas only. Still wondering what's gonna happen in NS sia...Nabei so "dirty" and field camps...Fuck la!!! Gonna look like those ppl whole body chui de liao la...

Past few days got a few stuffs I wanna blog...BUT I FORGOT WHAT I WANNA BLOG ABOUT LE!!! SHIT!!! SCREW MY MEMORY!!!

Anyway Happy Mother's Day to all mothers out there!!! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

And even though ppl are poor. I feel they should have dignity too. Don't ever freeload and steal from others. And they have prides too. One should not always question their purchasing power. A caring approach may be seen as an offense to them ask repeated questioning may be assumed as looking down on oneself.

CRIED

2011-04-26T15:48:00.002+08:00

Ytd I cried. Been a long time since I last cried. I think. But I realise everytime I cry is always quarreling with family members.

INSENSITIVE

2011-04-25T16:05:00.004+08:00

I seriously fucking hate fucking insensitive, block of wood stubborn dumb fuck peoples!!! Seriously pisses me off...Always wanting to do stuffs their own way for their own benefit or ways they like and when you tell them to do otherwise they will die die also don't want do...Like some dumb fuck!!! Like seriously!!! GO FUCKING DIE!!! Be more sensitive towards your surrounding dude!!! Just fucking hate it when they can be sooo sensitive when with girls that are close to them like classmates, buddies etc...And sooo fucking stubborn when around girls that don't catch their attention kind or just plain not interested...Can seriously see the difference man...FUCK!!! STOP BEING A FUCKING FLIRT!!! BITCH!!! I don't wanna name them out here...But I know some of you guys already know some of the people who I'm talking about.

And for those who always ask me out de I don't want go is cause...1. I hate you or there is someone going I hate...2. I don't find me spending time worth it...3. I am tied up on cashflow...And I don't wanna hear bullshits from you rich dicks asking money from parents or go withdraw more money etc...When I say I am tied I AM REALLY FUCKING TIED!!! Not like you fuckers who have another bank account that you cannot touch...Or cannot ask from parents money...Or just plain saving you money...I HAVE NO FUCKING CASH!!! I HAVE NO WHERE TO BEG FROM ALSO!!! I CAN ONLY GET IF I WORK OR ROB OR CASH DROP FROM SKY!!! And I fucking hate it when you still go out with these rich dicks and they still wanna eat at those expensive places...Like fucking hell you tell them tied on cash then they still wanna go eat cause they felt like eating or have a craving for it...FUCK BE MORE SENSITIVE!!! Fucking selfish dicks...You should be glad Im soft-hearted and not like those people who says stuff and meant it for the rest of their life...Although I hate you and I rant about you...But when I go out with you I kinda put that aside and just treat you normally...SOOO BE GRATEFUL!!! ARGH!!! FUCK!!! So much to rant on!!! FORGET IT!!! The more I rant the more Im pissed and Im like repeating also...

JOB

2011-04-24T01:48:00.002+08:00

Actually I kinda regretted not continuing the IRAS job...I think kinda good the pay...Going Changi Airport's fine though...But almost everytime I go airport sure fall sick...Haiz...Blame my weak immune system...Haiz...Its already decided sooo...No choice...Gotta find another job...But I too lazy to find~~~ Argh!!! And I miss those peeps at IRAS...Just like how I miss those peeps when I was an intern...How I wish we could have at least worked longer together there ); Haizzz~~~

HUG

2011-04-23T03:36:00.001+08:00

I WANT HUGGY FROM YOU!!! WHOEVER YOU ARE~~~!!! T.T

LAST

2011-04-22T13:24:00.002+08:00

I've noticed this...For my whole life I've always been the last amongst my friends...Based on academic...Maybe its just I haven found something I liked...Because forever Im always the last or the lousiest amongst all my friends...Haiz...Somehow I feel emo cannot go uni while everyone can ): Somehow Im jealous.

CRAMP

2011-04-21T19:18:00.004+08:00

The whole week is damn fun...Had fun with all my buddies at chalet and also IRAS friends in Cash Studio...Imbar sia...Can keep sing till they chase us out if got crowd...If no crowd then can perma stay there (Y) Shioksism...And they got member price like $8.40 per pax nia...Imbar worth...Ken's gonna love it...

Been having chest muscle cramps for the past 5 days...I went to see doctor then do ECG test normal...Kinda relieved but then she told me if I feel left arm cramp and break cold sweat...Its bad as its symptoms of heart attack...Then on Tuesday morning duno why my chest keep damn pain...I got woken up by the pain...Then I tried eating some bread but wanna puke le...Then went to take the medicine...Still pain...At that point of time...I got really worried...Many thoughts start flooding into my mind...Its like what those ppl says...When you're about to die...You will start to reminiscence...Its like Im starting at death in the face...I literally fear for every second of my life at that moment...I tried to go sleep to hope I will feel better but at the though of going to sleep I fear I may not awake anymore...Then I thought of how everyone would feel if they found me dead came into mind...And also thoughts of what I might see if they went to my funeral etc...Super duper scared...At that moment I really I feared death and so I started praying to everything I know...Praying for them to spare my life...And soon I fell asleep...And when I woke up the pain had subsided slightly...And in the days to come it got better...And now I think it's almost 90% recovered already...I hope to never experience this ever again...

And ytd was mummy's birthday!!!
Happy Birthday to you!!!
Happy Birthday to you!!!
Happy Birthday to Mummy!!!
Happy Birthday to you!!!

PIANO

2011-04-12T19:29:00.004+08:00

This week or more precisely Monday was my BEST DAY EVAR!!! My mum came into the room and told me she talked to dad about me working and stuff then somehow they went into the topic about me wanting a piano...Then she told me dad had approved me of buying one if I want when I've saved enough!!! OMFG!!! I've been waiting sooo long for this from them :D They agreed to let me get a piano!!! WOOHOO!!! HELL YEAH!!! Now Im suuupa motivated to work :D MUST EARN LOTS AND LOTS!!! So I can get the piano ASAP!!! :))) At least before I come out of NS I must get it!!! RAWR!!! xD

And somehow I always have an attraction towards ppl with skin problems...Whenever Im with them or know someone with a skin problem...I feel sooo at home like that...Like we are closer then other ppl because we are judged with this the day we are born in our genetics...So I feel more affection towards ppl who have such problems...But what I want the most is everyone to not have such problems altogether. How'd I wish when we were born..Even if Mother Nature wants us to pass on our genes...I rather they allow only good genes to be passed on or maybe you will get a new set of genetics but with an add-on of your parents genetics to identify you...The World would have been a better place...

RESULTS

2011-03-22T02:36:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO!!! Results are out!!!

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
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BA1016 - 3 - B MA
MS1381 - 3 - B MFB
BA1013 - 3 - C AFA
LC0713 - 3 - C CSB
BA123Z - 6 - C+ IS
BA126Z - 8 - C+ IAP

SEMESTER GPA: 2.5
CUMULATIVE GPA: 2.184

Who cares about that though...Im just happy to see this!!! "DIPLOMA AWARDED" WEEE!!! MY THREE LONG FUCKING YEARS!!! :D AND NOW I AWAIT DISSIDIA 012!!! MUAHAHAHA!!! :D

TOMOKO

2011-03-20T19:32:00.006+08:00

AHHH!!! Suddenly addicted to this girl!!! Tomoko Kawase!!! Cute right cute right? In this MV damn cute sia :3 Thats her band The Brilliant Green...She also got solo albums which she release based on two different alter-egos with different concepts...WAHHH!!! Imbar sia!!! :D And her voice I like!!! Like Ai Otsuka de!!! <3<3<3 J POP FTW!!! :3 KAWAII :3 Just like the old days when I 1st listened to Ai Otsuka~~~ xD

As the 1st alter-ego Tommy February6

As the 2nd alter-ego Tommy Heavenly6

POOR

2011-03-20T02:40:00.002+08:00

It fucking sucks to be poor or have no money...It fucking sucks!!! How'd I hope money would just drop from the sky...Or how'd I hope money never existed T.T FUCK!!!

How'd I wish when someone is born they are like playing a new game...Everyone has a similar starting out assets and cash then they slowly earn and make more or fail to do so and becomes poor I guess...Life would be much fairer that way.

20

2011-02-22T03:38:00.004+08:00

WEEE~~~ Happy Birthday to myself!!! Me am now 20 years old...Old liao...Haiz haiz...Still felt these few years past by damn fast when I think back...Loads have happened...Good and bad experience...Coming to the end of Polytechnic le...Soon NS...Then work and then become parents...Now that I think back...I don't want to be this old...I wanna go back to Secondary School!!! Last time always want grow up fast...But now I want go back!!! And normally you feel that time is passing by slowly but when u think back...Time really flies...Haiz...

Big thanks to everyone who wished me Happy Birthday...Those Facebook comments, smses, and even call (Love ya WeiLi for calling to wish me) And also to those that celebrated with me...Actually thought I'd not have any celebration cause my exams are always around the same dates as my birthday...FML ain't it? But lucky there are those who are willing to sacrifice what is left of their revision hours to celebrate with me :D Thank you to TeckLong, JiYuen, MingSheng, Andrew and Ken...And also for accompanying me to arcade to play and further burn your time >.< And got these gifts from them too :D The middle big Domokun speaker is my sis give de :D Big Domo Family!!! And not to forget Taz and MARIMO!!! And Marimo really looks damn fucking coolz man xD

And so sorry look so dazed when meeting u guys...Just don't feel sooo well in the morning...Kena woken up by stomachache then go toilet lao sai then feel nauseous...Keep wanna puke but got nth to puke...Then eat le feel like puking out what I just ate...Which explains why me sian sian just now...Then walk walk around in More Than Words to get gift for sis that time the nauseous feeling getting better le...Then soon jiu hao le...Duno why...Lack of sleep? Or eat wrong stuff...Who cares...Now okay le jiu hao ;D

ARGH!!! During birthday and Im studying for exams...FML!!! I wanna go out and have funz!!! );

And I think this year got more ppl wish me xD If I remember clearly last year like only 10-20 ppl wish nia...I think...Means either me made more friends or more ppl remembered...But can't blame them cause its exam period!!!

NAPFA

2011-02-17T16:57:00.002+08:00

OMFG!!! So fucking happy!!! Meh fucking passed NAPFA!!! WEEE!!! Here's the result man!!! FUCK YEA!!! Im gonna go Guan Ying Miao pray le...Cause that day I said if I really pass I gonna go and pray...Gotta be a man of ma words :D
Bent Knee Sit Ups:
38 cm C 3
Standing Broad Jump:
240 cm C 3
Sit and Reach:
43 cm C 3
Pull Ups/Inclined Pull Ups:
6 D 2
Shuttle Run:
10.7 seconds D 2
2.4km Run/Walk:
12.30 minutes D 2

And next week exams le T.T Damn...Gotta start studying le ); Here's the exam schedule:
MFB 23 Feb 1600-1810
T1752/4 Seat 120
AFA 24 Feb 1600-1810
T1632/4 Seat 75
MA 1 Mar 1600-1810
T2153 Seat 128

GREEN HORNET

2011-01-30T01:00:00.005+08:00

HEY!!! GUESS WHOSE BACK!!! :D The past few posts have been like interacting with my reader...Cause Im trying to make it sound like a vlog xD But still lazy to blog eh!!! Maybe I'd make it like a weekly blog? Who knows...The last post was 1 week ago ain't it? xD Okay wrapping up the whole week.

Monday went gai gai with Andrew and Derek...Walked around Orchard looking at potential Chinese New Year clothes to buy...But ended up never buy >.< Window shoppingz =/ Then after that we called Ken and went to K-Box!!! 1st time they hear me sing...I think...Not bad...Had funz :D Hope to do that again...

Shit this...I forgot about Tuesday to Thursday...WTF!!! I FORGOT!!! ARGH!!! WHAT DID I DO!?!?!? Nvm...Forget about it...Can't rmb most likely is nth much had happened...I only rmb I dyed my hair >.<

Friday got freaking AFA test!!! Its sooo fucking easy but I fucking screwed up!!! SHIT!!! I fucking forgot and mix up those freaking calculations and journal entries!!! AHHH!!! SHITZ!!! Emoz...But heckz le...CAUSE...I GOT TO WATCH GREEN HORNET AFTER TEST!!! GREEN HORNET!!! WEEE!!! JAY CHOU!!! :D

Green hornet was quite nice...It funny and retarded...Some crude humor...Love it :D

And I still get to get a taste of TACO!!! ARGH!!! ME WANT SOME TACO NAO!!! RAWR!!!

For the title of this post Imma break my rule of 1 word titles just for Jay Chou :D

And I still hate the feeling of growing up...Last time always like laugh at those NS men who DotA...Now Im gonna be like them soon...I don't wanna grow up!!! T.T FOREVER YOUNG~ I wanna be forever young~

HAIR

2011-01-23T01:18:00.003+08:00

My hair is getting long...Im starting to love it...It'll be better if it grows longer so I can tie it...But my condition's also getting out of hand...But I really wanna have long hair!!! FML!!! Longer hair think more irritation so its make it worse...Short hair cooler in a sense its not that stuffy for the scalp...Argh!!! But me want long hair~~~ FUCK!!! T.T I shall see as time pass by...

TECK

2011-01-07T22:13:00.002+08:00

Damn it...Yesterday I went to school I resting on bus...Then when I open eye at AMK hub there I saw opposite my seat got one phone...It was a Samsung touch screen phone...It has a diamond shape middle button and 2 side buttons...Its slightly bigger then Samsung Jet...Damn it...I should have just kope it...I duno why but think I just wakey from my rest not thinking straight sia...I like look at the phone...IPhone? No...Forget it...I hesitated for 5secs then a girl went over there...Sat and took the phone...A few stops later I saw her talking on that picked up phone...Duno whether she's gonna return it to the owner...If she is then nvm lor...But if she gonna kope it then fuck myself...I should have just taken it...Fucking regretted it ): Could at last have a touch screen phone for the first time in my life ):

Anyway...This post is to wish TeckLong a 20th birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TECK LONG~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~

WOOHOO!!! 20 years old le...Damn...Just a blink of an eye and we're all becoming adults le...Soon we're gonna have our own families >.< AHHH!!! Time sure flies...Can still rmb when Teck was like in primary school :3 Cute little small boy who's now all grown up :D

MEDICAL

2011-01-05T22:28:00.003+08:00

I know what you're thinking peeps...Sooo long never blog le...Yea~~~ So lazy and nothing to blog about...I'd rather post in Twitter or Facebook =X

For the whole of last week...It sucked big time...Never really celebrated Christmas and New Year...Fucked up...Fuck IAP...And now term 4 got audit so fucking irritating...Auditor everyday come kpkb ask this ask that...Ccb...You are an auditor for fuck sake...Do your fucking tracing or vouching like what you learnt in Auditing!!!

Anyway...Putting that aside...On 4th Jan went for NS medical checkup...Went through all the stations quite fast...Except the see medical officer de...Got long queue need take number like polyclinic LOL!!! Then all the stations I see got PES de they all put A...Fuck sia...Then went to the medical officer show him my medical letter...Told him my condition...Then he say need discuss my condition...Then ask me go out wait...Wait wait like 10mins+ then he come out with my file give the reception de guy...Then he call me give me the relevant papers...Then tell me go next station...Which is the stupid computer de test...Stupidly no link de the test...Lameness to the max...Like waste time de...Then after do that le then go photo taking...Damn the ah pei got comb my hair for me...Look sooo fucking nerdish...Like those primary school comb de -.- If I ownself make I confirm make my whole hair wet make the god of gambler hairstyle...All pull to the back de...More cool sia...Then after that I check the paper I received from the medical de receptionist then saw PES B1...I think cause of my condition can go B1...I was hoping PES C though =X Damn...Now I needa pass NAPFA le...If not go FULL 4 MONTHS BMT...Fucked up...Hope get same bunk as Andrew and Ming...They also PES B...

And now my arm still quite pain from the stupid station which takes your blood de...Think I tio trainee sia...Think he poke too deep...Now my the poked part press still pain...Like blueblack also...Noob shit...When he taking the needle that time I see omfg sia...So big the hole...Then when he poking in that time...I stared at it...And in my mind I kept saying NO GOD!!! PLZ NO GOD!!! DON'T DO IT!!! NO!!! NOOO!!! Then the needle went into my flesh...Then immediately I thought of SAW...Thinking I was in some trap and need to poke myself with needles T.T Hurhur!!!

And for MST...Quite satisfied with the results...But failed IS...I hate IT theory...The calculation I get 32/50 then theory get 0/50 =.= WTF!!! But for MA and AFA get 86 and 73 :D Not bad...Now left MFB :P Its an A though :P Just that I make a stupid Implicit Differentiation mistake cannot get 100 ): Gotta settle for 80+...But that's if all the rest of my questions REALLY 100% CORRECT LA...If 1 more chui then no more A le ): Then emo le ): Cause I wanted a 100 badly...Now cannot get 100 sian le...Then if cannot get A then fucking emo...

AND TODAY HAD FUN!!! :D Hope everyday can be like today...Go out and GAI GAI!!! :D

SLAPPED

2010-12-23T02:35:00.003+08:00

Ytd's event was great in the beginning...It was fun...Everyone had their share of laughs and stuffs...Till when we reached Suntec City...I duno why...I kept the Santa hat in my bag...She kept coming near me like wanna kill me...I drank some water...Kept it in my mouth for "protection" so when you slap me I'd spit at you...But when I pushed all the water to my left cheek...I got slapped by you...WHAT THE FUCK!? There's a fuck load of things going through my brain when that happened...One, my parents don't even slap me...Two, you are in no position to slap me...Three, you slapped me just cause I took the Santa hat? Four, THAT SANTA HAT IS MY FUCKING EXCHANGED GIFT FOR FUCK SAKE!!! SO WHY THE FUCK DO I GET SLAPPED FOR TAKING BACK MY PROPERTY!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!! You were lucky you reacted fast...After slapping my you ran off...Yea...Run...If not you'd be in a fuck load of pain and misery...If you were to stay just 1 sec longer...I'd grab you by your shirt at the sides...And fucking slam you over the the wall and fucking punch you in the face...I don't give a fuck who's there...I'd fucking punch everyone in my way till I'm down on the floor...BECAUSE YOU FUCKING CROSSED THE LINE BITCH!!!

Just this thing prevented me from doing any damage to you before you ran off...The thing that hesitated me...Me as a man shall not beat up a woman...Just this belief has hesitated me for that moment which gave you a chance to slip by my fiery fists...I was fucking unhappy...Yeah...Tried finding something to vent my anger...But Suntec's fucking filled with glasses everywhere which I could not punch...I stayed to one side...Trying to control myself from bursting...You came and disturbed me a few times...I held back the anger...Pushed you off and backed away from you...And I was hoping the arcade upstairs got the punching machine...But no...They don't even have a FUCKING PARA PARA MACHINE!!! So I had to play other games to vent my anger...

Now...I still can't get over the fact that you FUCKING SLAPPED ME!!! Why do you even do that? Fun? Anger? Who knows...I only know one thing...I WANNA FUCKING SLAP YOU BACK CUNT!!! Seriously...Now my impression on you fucking changed...Giving in to you ample times doesn't mean you can go overboard and push your luck...

PICTURE

2010-12-01T01:17:00.007+08:00

OMG!!! No update for sooo long!!! Sorry my readers...Got no mood to blog ); Gonna be a long post...Some sensitive stuff...Some retardish thinking...Some bitching and some notes...And I've thought about making some vlogs like those YouTubers...Cuz quite interesting lor...But think chui la...Don't want do =X No time to record...Video edit and stuff...

Just had some open talk with YuanShen...Felt like I got to know him better le...And there are lots of other shits...Some bad shits some good shits...And wtf he can see me trying to bond everyone D: I think only he can see that =X And although I din say it...I feel bad for choosing the wrong friend...That is why I accepted my fate when I found out I made a mistake and did not come back...As I am ready to accept it if you hate me or forgive me...Thats just how the world works mostly...There aren't alot of kind souls out there...

Anw...Ytd was kinda happy...The class is like finally whole...But its because we had to take pictures for Graduation Video...Was like happy to see like everyone retarding together...Smiling and best of it...Having fun :D Thats what I like...I was everyone around me to be happy and smiling :D Thats why I like to crack jokes...Trying be like hard to be a comedian...But sometimes my joke are kinda amateur but who cares...If you ppl liked it and smiled...Im happy inside...

And would you do something for a friend? I think I would lor...I think Im loyal enough and will do it...And doing something I meant like...If maybe someone attacked your friend...Would you step up for him and defend him? Or will you just stand there and watch...As some people will be hum...Like maybe 5v1 your friend...Would you step up for him even though you know you will end up getting beaten together with him as well? I think I would...I would not stay by and watch my friends get beaten up and do nothing...If die...Die together lor =X Sounds stupid hor? But heck...Thats one of my values =/

And this semester de Chairman really sucks...So many shits to do...Previous semesters de all never really do so many shit de...Unless is they all slack and heck O_O

Just a note...Im really a person who can talk crap lor...But theres no one to crap with ); Saddened...I still have a feeling there are people who think Im not someone who they can crap with =X

STUMPED

2010-11-17T02:10:00.004+08:00

Ytd finished interview!!! YAY!!! Quite okay overall bah...Teacher say I have no confidence...Chui...Forever this de ); And talk talk halfway too like relax le...Then said "Thingy" and "Stuffs like that"...Singlish in action...Chui diao also that part...Only good stuff is teacher say my shirt and tie match...Looks nice :D And say I smart...Any question can answer de...Just that my answers lack confident >.< And after the interview went home...Changed then go back school...Chui...Fucking long bus...Rained...Jam...And lesson of 2hrs ended in 30mins...Wth!!! So miss the lesson lor...Then furthermore my class had to wait for me at Dover MRT...Sooo sorry peeps!!!

Then went to Jurong Point to eat Swenson...Eat until bao bao went back school to meet Andrew to go GYMZOR!!! Chiong till super shiok...Thats what I call a gym session...Gym-ed about 2hrs like that...Then jiu bathe then go CHEERS to buy cup noodle eat then home le...Andrew super sad...He bathing that time dropped his back 2 times then his lappy spoil le ); Nuooo~~~ Now Im hungry again >.< Think gym too much...Need keep eat =X

Haiz...Is it really confusion or an inference...I really have no idea...

HAPPY

2010-11-15T00:24:00.003+08:00

Argh!!! Its back again...I think back for couple of weeks le...Just that I ignore it...Now getting worst...Chui...Needa start applying le...Fuck...

And yesterday I sms-ed and got a reply...Was like at the instant happy when I see it...Its like for example you wished for a present for a long time and when you open the present and sees it...You will be like OH MY GOD!!! Then joy just bursts inside of you...Maybe you ...And I can't stop thinking about it...ARGH!!! Duno if its just a way of saying thanks or something else hidden in the words...ARGH!!! Nvm...Im thinking too much already +_+

NS

2010-11-09T08:24:00.004+08:00

OHYA!!! And I forgot to talk about this...My NS shit still haven clear =.= Heard from one of my friend from IAP class...He called CMPB and they said his deferment has been extended by the school to October...As Im also in his same situation being forward module once for a sem 1 module...I think mine was also deferred...The day before I went to the FC3 there that SAA...Forgot the new name...They tell me call CPMB settle with them...Then on CMPB side they tell my friend to tell the school to settle...Wtf man...Each side wants each side to write letter to the other party...Why can't they just settle it amongst themselves...It was the school's fault in the first place anyways...Act smart to defer more for me then now never un-defer for me...Dumbshit...Need me go do shits...Anyway...Went to the T16 there the Student Service Centre...Asked them on this...Also chui...They say I graduating in April 2011...Thats what's written in their system...Then they printed a copy for me ASK ME GO SEND TO CMPB MYSELF...Can't they like send it =.= Now I need get from someone the CPMB hotline to call them confirm my deferment status and if necessary I need send that printed shit to them to let them know I don't want stone till Oct 2011 then go in in like 2012 to NS...Who would want that =.=

And everybody around me is getting attached...And...I feel left out...Abandoned...Like a bird seeing its babies growing up and flying off...Leaving them...That's how I feel...People around me are like...Straying off...Moving into their own worlds...I don't blame them...Thats life...Maybe its time too for my to move on in MY life...Okay...Thinking too much again...Maybe talking nonsense...Who knows...Anyway...Time to go school...And Im late...

MEGAMIND

2010-11-09T01:16:00.003+08:00

Haiz...Too long never post le...Too lazy to post...And nothing much to post too...First off...Watched Megamind ytd...Kinda nice...Funnyzor...Liked it (Y)

Anyways, I've come to realise that there are still situation whereby there are girls liking boys and maybe giving them hints about it...I'd wish I'd have one xD Although I think I'll be too dumb to know whether or not thats a hint or not LOL!!! I think I'd need a more obvious hint to make me know where you're driving at...HAHA!!! Cause I was thinking that such stuffs would have died out...Seeing loads of ppl getting into relationships having the boy dropping hint and not the other way around...Making me feel like having the other way is impossible...But ytd I found out such stuff DOES EXIST...Not only in fantasies...Shall stop here to prevent any leakage of information which I must not disclose...And also to not explain so much...Just get the point...There are girls who woo boys...Not always it must be the other way round (Y) Okay...Maybe not literally woo boys but you get what I mean...Like making the first step and such...

Hmmm...Hope I have someone who likes me...ROFL!!! I'd be shocked to find out there IS even somebody...Being the way I am when I with my friends...Vulgar and stuff...But if you get to know me better...You'd get to see my fun and "cute" and retarded self...Which for some people may find entertaining while for some childish...Call it whatever you may...If you appreciate it...Good for you...If you don't...Go fuck yourself then :P

CHAIRMAN

2010-10-26T02:53:00.004+08:00

Ytd played bball...Sian...Too long nvr play barefoot le...Play le then tio blisters...And its those kind that are blood filled blisters...Chui...Then after school go find Teck at clubhouse to give Joey my cheek cells...Then after that jiu go home le...And wtf...I've become Chairman for my class...Lmao...Shitz...I just wanna be Vice-Chairman ); Chairman's like do sai kang...Vice = Slack...Sian...Then now need do what allocation shitz of questions...Why can't the teacher allocate themselves...Or just go tutorial who wan present jiu present...Waste my time need do the shitty allocation on paper...Haiz...And Im fucking tired!!! So much for Mondays...Im sooo never gonna play any shit in the 2 hours break le...Wear myself down nia...I'd rather stone or sleep then go home workout...Now like go home chui sleep le...Then 2300+ wakey do my shitz stuff and tutorials then gonna sleep now...Fuck up Mondays...Really wanna slack...But now Chairman...Suayness...Everything gonna tio me le ):

SLACK

2010-10-24T19:47:00.003+08:00

Ytd did some home made work out...After doing abit like no kick sia...Like nothing...Cuz its the weight of 1.5L bottles...Then today wakey sore sia >.< And ytd sleep at like 5am then today wakey 5pm >.< Darn...My late night don't sleep till morning then chui habit is coming back =X Really need to start sleeping right again!!! And Im starting to slack le...Don't feel like doing tutorials le LOL!!! I did a bit...And the slacking feelings came back...Now don't feel like doing next week's de le...Haiz...

And...I really need to start finding chalet for CHALETzor le...ARGH!!! Like drag till nvr find >.< Needa go walk walk see see with Teck soon...BUT FIRST THINGS FIRST I FUCKING NEED CAPITAL!!! Need to start collecting le after I find the place...

And these few days keep practicing singing 2NE1's songs...And not bad...I think almost can sing full song le...What so big deal about this? I did not look at the romanjis...Its all just from hearing...Not bad eh? HEHE!!! :P

MATH

2010-10-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

Haiz...Tooo lazy to blogz =X School's normal...Today went to Maths For Business...Quite fun LOL!!! Cuz do Additional Mathematics stuff...Calculus...Cuz I know how do...So happy :P Then after that went to Orchard on Ming's car...Vroom vroom...Go there wanted find present for his sis...Then end up duno what to buy...Then go eat cheese noodle LOL!!! Then the table we sit got one ang mo...Body imbar big...Hope I can be like that...That's how a man should look like too right? xD After eating then zao home...

And the shits are back again...Haiz...Time to apply apply apply );

HAIR

2010-10-18T00:51:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!! SCHOOL REOPEN LE!!! AND MY HAIR IS SHORT LIKE SHIT!!! HOW!!! Sian...When its dry le its fluffed up like crap +_+ How how how!!! Gel hair? Wear hat? Or what...ARGH!!!

Anyway...I duno when my lappy warranty's gonna end sia...Hmmm...Maybe I'd go to ACER if the problem gets worst...But I will go though...Just that need see mood...If got ppl going there maybe sushi then I'd go also...If not wait till really chui or maybe holiday? Who knows...But must go this sem...When my warranty's still valid...God I fucking hate sophisticated stuffs...Although I love their functions and stuff...But when problems arises I FUCKING HATE IT...Seriously hate it...Its damn fucking pissing...Pisses me off whenever I have problems with such stuffs...

Okay...I shall try this sem...Since its the last sem liao...I shall try not to pon this sem...Hope I can do that though =/ Ok...I'd give it a limit...I shall not pon more than 5 times...Why bother with giving limits...That'd make me pon LOL!!! Okay...Shall try not to pon...But judging from the timetable...I think will somehow pon de +_+

And at last I got a picture of the fucking lappy problem...Here!!! I use battery on then use like a while sometimes will chui then become like that =.= Fucking pissed...Duno wtf is wrong...That time ACER technician come le then the problem never happen when he's here...Then to add on to the pissing...Now my lappy in build fan sometimes also chui make so much fucking noise spinning +_+ Chui chui chui...Me hate lappys ):

GUN

2010-10-15T13:19:00.003+08:00

Ytd went to Jireh's house to have BBQ!!! Weee!!! And the best part of it? THE GUNS AT HIS HOUSE!!! Super coolz man!!! I wish I can have'em...Especially the customized SNIPER!!! Suuupa cool!!! PEW PEW PEW!!! Pipebomb!!! PI PI PI KA BOOM!!! GOGOGO!!! Cover me!!! RELOADING!!! BANG BANG BANG!!! Okay...The best part was also the BBQ...When disturbing Ken...Poking him hehe...Okay...Not that...Im not gay...The whole BBQ was fun then...And me am still a bit tired after not sleeping for 26hours ytd...Just slept about 10 hours I think...GRRR!!!

THIEF

2010-10-14T03:06:00.003+08:00

Have you ever have this kind of thought? That guy is stealing my friend...I do...Sometime I can't help but have this feeling whenever my friends make new friends and start to like them...Deep down..I fear my friends would like the other friend more and go over to them in time to come...And that makes me really sad...I'd give an example then...Like maybe Ming makes friend with my class people...And then...When he's with them...He tend to be like more close to them...Then they always ask him for bball and stuff...Then he always goes...It give me this feeling that he's being strayed away from me and more to my classmates...And that gives me the feeling of them stealing my friends...I know its not the truth...They're just being friendly to each other but one can't get this feeling off...I reckon some of you do feel the same sometimes...Anyway...Thats just a logical example...Not trying to shoot Ming or anyone...Just trying to emphasize what I feel...

And I got my hands on Kingdom Heart: Birth By Sleep...English version le...This time its the FULL English...That time I get de is like 10% English nia...Fun fun fun...And also got Bleach: Heat The Soul 7...But stopped playing that le...Kingdom Hearts ftw...And my Persona 3 Portable had to be on hiatus le...Cuz Kingdom Hearts is attracting me to play it more =X WEEE~~~

PLAN

2010-10-13T05:09:00.004+08:00

AHHH!!! Shit...These past few days sleeping late again le...Nuooo...Must not revert to night lifezor!!! T.T Hmmm...And I've thought of this...Why when you ask people out...Must plan till swee swee de ): And when you ask the one being asked to go out...They'll say you plan de you decide...Or you ask me out or I ask you out...Its like I am the only one who can make the decisions...But no lor...I'd prefer it to be flexible...Or even better...Planning together...Cuz there are details which I cannot fill...Maybe places to eat...What time movie...Etc...I'd prefer if we could decide together but most people is the same as me...They can't come to a conclusion either...And that's a bummer...Then I don't like deciding things cause maybe I decide de stuff you may not like...But you think the same too...

So haiz...Asking people out is such a bummer...Unless the ones being asked out does not mind not having a planned out outing...And the ones being asked out are like talkable de...If you ask someone out who you can hardly talk to for 5mins...Then its gonna be awkward...Cuz if you don't have stuffs planned out...You gonna walk around to burn time and stuff and you can't talk with that person for 5mins really sucks...Cuz there's just gonna be silence and maybe a few awkward talkings which lasts only maybe 1min or 3mins max...Sooo ya...If two shy people goes out...It really sucks to the max...Unless both party can crap alot...And I mean literally crap ALOT...To keep the conversation going and keeping the atmosphere not awkward...

AND AND I've notice this...Its been happening around me which I can see...I duno if it happens to you as well...But its like singles always flock together...And I find it really true...Cuz couples need to have time for their counter parts while we singles have ample time on our hands...So I see this common thing happening in my life...When someone finds his/her love...They will tend to stray away from you and soon you'd be left with the singles...And that comes to me saying the topic of people leaving you when you grow up...And that really sucks...And some their thinking will also change from when they are single...Yea...Love do change a person...For most that is...There is still those few who tries to cling onto their buddies and also stay happy with their counter part...But I can't blame them can I? Maybe I'd become like that too if I think about it...But I'd still make time for my bros :D

Maybe I need a girl...Tired of being alone~ Sick of being single~ I think I need me a girl~ I need a girl like~

GAHSSS!!! My posts are getting more and more long T.T And its getting more and more "sensitive"? I think...

MEANING

2010-10-09T05:26:00.004+08:00

WEEE~~~ Just finished reading a manga called Law Of Ueki...Quite nice...I remembered I saw this on Kids Central when I was a kid but din get to watch it...Only got glimpse here and there...But its worth it :D And darn...These few days keep sleep darn late...Crappy problems coming back...I think I must sleep early then can +_+

Gahs!!! And a few days back...I thought about life again >.< Gahs!!! This time I thought about how life is boring and has no meaning because I came across this post on Derek's twitter...I thought about it...And its kinda true...We are given life and then we have this much a time to live and then die...So what's the point of having life...When you are alive...You try to achieve great stuffs and earn money and stuff...Maybe they get satisfaction? But when you die...Nothing can be brought with you...You just leave what you achieved overs the year behind...And just leave this world...Maybe to Heaven or Hell if that existed...Or just disappear from the world...Who know what will happen when one dies...But I do know we should just live life as we want it...As how we want it...Try to enjoy as much as we can...Because life is limited and if we could enjoy ourselves now...Wouldn't we leave this world a happier person? So life's just like a blank piece of paper...Its boring...You write your own life and make it have meaning to live this life...So that when the time comes...You'd leave knowing you've enjoy all these years living in a planet called Earth...

But seriously...Why are there even a thing called money...It sucks...If only the world was like ancient times where you have to work for what you want...I think thats more meaningful...Its unfair cause people are born into different classes of families...And some are rich...Some are not...And because of the fucking idea of money...The world's all fucked up...If only everyone living peacefully...Each specialising in what they do...Farming...Fishing...Etc...And that means they literally get satisfaction from doing such stuff...And they share it with other people...And there are cooks...Etc...You'll see how this world would be without money...But nobody will be like that because everyone just thinks for themselves...That human nature...So fuck that...Imagine if the world was what I said it'll be better...No freeloaders...No fucked up spoiled rich brats...Just a community that looks out for one another...But one reason this won't happen is cause the world is fucking overpopulated...There's too many people...If the world's population would be reduced by 50% maybe this would be possible...

GAHS!!! Ohhh boy, am I a dreamer +_+ But who cares...Im an imbar dreamer :D I think I should go into making games with companies LOL!!! Using such ideas for games are splendid :P

RESULTS

2010-10-04T02:14:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO!!! WOOHOO!!! WOOHOO!!! Im sooo happy my balls are shaking!!! I FUCKING PASS ALL MODULES!!! YAY!!! NO MORE YEAR 4 MAN!!! Fuck the grades!!! Although I kinda dislike some grades...Like AFA I think I should at least get B+ and this and that...BUT THE MAIN POINT OF THIS EXAM WHICH I LOOK FORWARD TO IS WHETHER I'LL STAY BACK HALF A YEAR OR NOT!!! AND THE ANSWER IS NO!!! WEEE~~~ Im going crazy right now~~~ LALALALALA~~~

At first I saw the DIST I was sooo happy sia...Then what the fuck end up is ITP...But nvm...This shows Im a more practical person...You see!!! BOOKS AND STUFFS ARE SHITS!!! What you needa have is the attitude!!! And being practical man!!! SCREW EXAMS!!! Practical stuffs FTW!!!

And now Im happy that my timetable will be like my other friends le...Much less hectic then last sem...More free time...More meetings...More gai gai :D WEEE~~~ HAPPY MAN!!! FUCK!!! I CAN KISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW!!! OR HUG!!! WEEE~~~

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
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IS1006 - 4 - DIST - ITP
ET503S - 2 - C+ DIY PC
BA1012 - 3 - C - MA
BA1001 - 3 - C+ - FACC
BA1002 - 3 - C+ - COST
BA1025 - 4 - C+ - Audit
BA1009 - 3 - D - AFA
BA1028 - 4 - D+ - CLAW

SEMESTER GPA: 2
CUMULATIVE GPA: 2.107

LIFE

2010-09-28T03:47:00.003+08:00

When we were small we always thought we wanna grow up fast so that your parents can no longer control you and you will have freedom...But now...I feel otherwise...I think time really flies damn fast...A blink of an eye it seems Im already gonna graduate from SP...Soon I'd be in NS...2 years later I'd be out and most probably in the workforce...Soon I'd be married have my own family and stuff...And in time to come...Become a father and a grandfather...And then...The end of the road for me...I've lived my life till the very end...This all seems kinda close soon...It's just gonna be another blink of an eye...

Now I really don't wanna grow up this fast...I wanna be in secondary school where I'd just have fun with all my bros...Having no worry at all...Playing bball everyday after school...Going to the school gym...Or in primary school...Running around in the field during recess...Going to the school garden to catch spiders with my friends...

Now I really think that all of us have really grown up now...And I don't like this feeling because when everyone grows up...They'd spread out their wings and fly their separate ways...AND I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN!!! You can call me selfish but I really don't want to part from everyone...I wanna keep everyone to myself...But that the truth...Eventually one day...Everyone will have their own family to take care of and we'll all have no time for each other...Everyone will be busy looking after their own family...That's life...So I'd have all the fun I can have right now...My youth is running out too...I shall make use of what time I have left with my youth to have fun to the max with everyone...

Yes...Another emotional and sensitive side of me...These few days I've been thinking about such stuff...And I shouldn't have...Its like not me...Cuz to me mostly I only cared about the present...Because the past is already past...You can do nothing about it...And the future? Who knows what holds for us in the future...So I'd only care about the present...The time now is what you should be on your mind...Because only now can you can make a difference in life...Not the past nor the future...

RECURRENCE

2010-09-27T11:17:00.003+08:00

Nonono~ Its coming back ;O Or did it even not heal yet...Who knows...Don't tell me this is how fast it will always come back...I was hoping in a few year's time...Or even don't come back at all...But damn...Its just like 1-2 weeks only...Hope its just me overlooking it and presumed it was healed back then...

LAN

2010-09-26T01:41:00.007+08:00

Ytd went to LAN with Saravanan, Andrew, Sean Siow and Jonah...Have alot of fun playing...But most of all having fun together...After that went to DGX to eat Just Acia...While we eat...We chatted alot...About crappy stuffs about army stuffs about other stuffs...Then when Sean Siow aka Kor Kor had to leave we said our goodbye and gave him our punches and stuff...Then Saravanan said that its been a long time since we had such moments...And I also agreed with him...Since we went our separate ways after sec sch its been ages since we last met and talked and have fun...Really love these moments which really makes me feel like we're back in sec sch fooling around with each other and having fun...Really wished that I could turn back time and relive these precious moments...

After that Saravanan went to Bugis and the rest of us took 147 home...And on the way home we talked alot about the army life and hearing experience from Jonah...After discussing about the army life it really makes me think...Woah look at us now...We're going into NS and some of us are already in NS...Soon we'll all be out...Have our own family...And become parents ourself...This really is life...I've already lived for 19+ years...Leaving my childhood and soon my teenage life and into society...Makes me really wonder what is in stored for us in the future...

Haha...And YES...I do think of such stuffs...Even though I always do retarded stuffs etc...I do have a sensitive and emotional side xD

AND AND AND CL LOOKS SUPER DUPER DAMN CUTE DOING THIS FACE!!! -3- KAWAII~~~

SHADE

2010-09-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

Hehe!!! Happy happy...Skin's improving well...Only got like a bit left nia that don't wanna fuck off...Nvm if can't find job...Happyz :D New hairstyle LOL!!! Hmmm...I need a nice shade to pair with my new hair style (: That one that I took in Facebook was kinda more of a female's shade =X

SHAVE

2010-09-15T15:52:00.003+08:00

Hmmm...Should I shave? My head off course...What were you thinking...But when I think about it...I've got about less than 1 year to go before going NS then if shave now maybe I won't get to have LONG hair again till Im out of NS ): IF my hair grows slow D; How how how...Think after CLAW I go shave le @.@ Gonna buy a binie le and perma wear that till my hair gets long :D

The areas that have like recovered le...How I know? No more reddish pinkish skin and less dead skins...But those areas have BECAME WHITE!!! The areas got bleached @.@ Sian diao T.T

2NE1

2010-09-14T17:48:00.003+08:00

Hmmm...So far so good...After the first application there's some visible results...Some areas give tremendous results while some slight...Hope it keeps up and get those shit out of me...

WHOOTS!!! 2NE1 has released their new FULL album!!! To Anyone!!! WEEE~~~ Here are the 3 title songs for the album!!! :D Love it!!! :P And Dara looks very nice in the videos ♥♥♥

2NE1 - Clap Your Hands

Go Away

Can't Nobody

SLEEP

2010-09-13T21:25:00.003+08:00

I shall go to sleep now...Its early but Im tired...Applied the creams le...Time to see if it does wonders...If it works...I'll shave my head GI style...For a new start (:

DISEASE

2010-09-13T15:38:00.004+08:00

Agagaga...Today went with mama to Parklane to see a specialist...Heard alot from him...And at last I know the name of it...After years...Last time doctors just tell me its infection infection infection...Noobs...High chance he's right...He's a specialist after all...But...It can't be healed...It can only be prevented...This sucks big time...So there is a chance that in the future after it all recovers it may come back again...Haiz...FML...Anyway...At least there's a prevention...Better then nothing though...Hope it works though...Gotta use it for 2 weeks which I have to switch to moisturisers and continue...

FACC

2010-09-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

Gahs...Too lazy to blog...But Imma just say about the FACC paper...Cuz the day before I haven study...I just do the past year paper...My year de which I fucked up big time...Then I do and like somehow memorised it le...Then when I go for the FACC paper...Im like hoping please be the same...Then in the 10 mins reading time I only took like 2-3 mins to scan through the whole paper...IT WAS THE SAME!!! LOL!!! Then for the rest of the reading time I just lied on the table smiling...I can't believe my luck!!! In my heart Im just bursting out in laughter...But in the exam I can't laugh so I just kept the emotions in but its still darn tight...After go home also got that feeling stuck in my chest...Feel like just shouting out...Just scream it out like those stuff you see on TV where the guy goes to the beach and scream his lungs out to relieve himself...That what I need...

Then...For the rest of the paper is kinda okay...Cept COST and MA...I FUCKING HATE COST ACCOUNTING!!! Whatever it is...Costing...Cost accounting...Managerial accounting...Etc...I JUST FUCKING HATE COSTING!!! Its fucking hard and its stupid period...

Lazy blog alot of stuff...If you wanna be updated then its better to follow my facebook or twitter...Its updated much more frequently (:

KFC

2010-08-26T14:19:00.006+08:00

I duno why but these few days keep craving for KFC chickens >.< I've already ate them on Tue...Duno why I eat at the AMK de like darn chui...Eat le at night eat wan ton mee at Yishun feel like puking le >.< Think too oily...But I still want more KFC!!! Really wanna try the Buddy Meal for myself...Maybe I won't finish the sides but I just want the chickens!!! Abababa!!!

HOHOHO!!! Beautiful Hangover MV is out!!! WEEE~~~

And just got hooked on another song...CNBLUE - I'm A Loner...Agagaga

AND I STILL PROCRASTINATING AND SLACKING!!! ARGH!!! T.T

OWL

2010-08-23T03:57:00.002+08:00

I have now become like an owl le...Sleeping in the afternoon and waking at night...Even if I sleep at night I will sleep till the next night and wakey...Screw this...And my plan to study for last week failed >.< Expected =X Mood mood mood~~~ I need that badly ): Shall try study AFA now...Shall try to stop being a superhero at night le D;

PERSONA

2010-08-19T05:25:00.002+08:00

Hohoho!!! I now sleep in afternoon...Awake at night...Why? Cuz Im a superhero at night...I need to stay awake at night to fight Shadows during the Dark Hour...My training for today is nearly finished...*Gasp* A Shadow!!! PERSONA!!! *Takes Evoker and shoot my head*

And just saw this new song from Big Bang - Beautiful Hangover :D Nice song~ Technoish :D How I like it~

Oh...Shoot...I have to study ASAP!!! Exams coming soon...And YOG break is halfway gone ): Saddened...This week must finish studying AFA and with a bit of miracle halfway through MA

EXAM

2010-08-16T03:37:00.004+08:00

Haiz...Past few days neck chui...Sleep until suan ): Then nvr go bball ytd...Gahs...Feel like swimming...Feel like watching movie...GAHS!!! So many things to do...So little time...Past few days chionging PSP...Playing Shin Megami Tensei Persona 3 Portable...Super fun...Im now hooked onto it >.< Its been a long time since Im hooked onto RPG games since FFVII...

Anyway...Here's my exam timetable...Kinda fucked for the first 4 days...But at least its not 1 day 2 modules uh? Lucky me...
AFA - 6 Sep 1600-1810
MA - 7 Sep 1600-1810
FACC - 8 Sep 0900-1110
COST - 9 Sep 1230-1440
CLAW - 17 Sep 0900-1110

AND I REALLY HATE FUCKERS WHO MAKE REDUNDANT COMMENTS!!! PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK!!! DON'T MAKE A FOOL OUT OF YOURSELF!!!

WANTONMEE

2010-08-07T04:22:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO!!! Today went to Orchard with Teck, JiYuen and Robin...FUNZOR!!! Fun teasing JiYuen :P Blehhh!!!

And I got back my FACC test le...Fuck sia...Had confident that Ima get high marks but ended up failing it =.= Sian diao...Tio gan sia...ARGH!!! This holiday really must study le...If not bye bye SP ):

IAP

2010-08-04T19:43:00.002+08:00

GRRR!!! Sorry for not updating...Too pre-occupied by games, projects, sleeps, etc...Many things happened...Not gonna list all...

Ytd Ming drove Andrew and me to Serangoon :D 1st time sit in a car he drove and yes...Unlike ordinary driver he is omfg lmaololrofl and retarded xP But its fun though :P

Today went to school to do IAP...Found out can't balance our balance sheet...Fucked up le...Friday need pass up le...Gonna go clean my ass and go sell le...Who wants it? $1000 for one night...

After that...Ming drove Teck, Andrew and me to Plaza Singapura :D Waited there for Ken and JiYuen...Then went to eat DGX...Had lots of fun talking and retarding xD After that...Went to ARCADE!!! Haha...Had fun too...Played alot of music de games...And the GuitarFreak v7 play till my wrist gonna dislocate =X Super tired now...Agagaga

RING

2010-07-26T18:03:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO!!! Ytd sis and mama went to Chinatown and sis bought me this!!! RINGZOR!!! :D

Lately been too lazy to update =X Agagaga!!! This Thursday got Audit and FACC CA...Hurhur!!! And today Audit oral de CA just ended...Think it went well...Asked NCC he say not bad :D Gonna study FACC soonzor!!! RAWR!!!

PSP

2010-07-19T02:56:00.003+08:00

WHOOTS!!! Just downloaded loads of games for my PSP...This will stop me from Maple :D Games I've downloaded are:

Phantasy Star Portable
Phantasy Star Portable 2
Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep
Football Manager Handheld 2010

But for Phantasy Star Portable 2 I can't find English version leh!!! Can someone help me!!! I found out online that there's an English version but I can't find it!!! if anyone has it or has the link tell me please!!! And Spongebob Truth or Square...I saw the video le...Its like Pac-Man World...Looks fun...Maybe I'd download it some other time :D

FLUFFY

2010-07-18T15:13:00.003+08:00

Wed went to watch Despicable Me...A freaking hilarious movie...Very cute...Touching...And VERY FUNNY movie...Love Anges the most...Especially the smacking of the cheeks and the fluffy part xD ITS SOOO FLUFFY!!! :D

And Fri something epic happened...I FUCKING WORE MY UNDERWEAR INSIDE OUT!!! AHHH!!! >.< Too epic not gonna post on facey xP

MAPLE

2010-07-10T03:05:00.002+08:00

HURHUR!!! Getting less time to blog le >; Either pia-ing tutorials or chionging maple >.< YES!!! MAPLE!!! Duno why...Got the maple fever le...Maybe Evan class too fun? Or too long nvr play le? Who knows...Just wanna play play play now...In two days I chiong till my Evan level 33 >.< Imbarzor!!!

Last Wed went to eat Sakae with Teck, Andrew, JiYuen & Jireh...I ate a bit too much...Barf out almost half of what I've eaten after we left...Hurhur...Damn...Forget to ask them take a picture of me vomiting the 2nd time de...The angle is darn nice...Like a merlion...And the result left on the bushes is IMBAR :D I'd give it a magnitude of 9.0 HAHA!!! I'd give it a 10.0 when I do it on someone's face xD

Now is getting imbar le...So many fucking projects...I'd just hope that year 3 is JUST ONLY IAP LA!!! That'd be darn fun...Like that confirm imbar de...But that'd only happen if Im Director of SB :P

CD

2010-07-01T03:09:00.002+08:00

WEEE~~~ Borrowed Good Charlotte's Good Morning Revival CD from Hilltop Library...Ripped it =X Hehe!!! Found another use for the library...Tried finding the other Good Charlotte's CDs...But can't find...Hope they got buy though...Saves me the trouble of going online to download...

Results for MST are almost all out...Fucked up BIG TIME...Duno why but somehow I fucked up like I did last year when I was in year 2...So far the results are not showing up very nice...CLAW, Audit and AFA I failed...Super duper sian diao lor...Heard CLAW lecturer go post retest on BB then go check...Saw the failures de admin number...Saw DAC/04...Then saw MY ADMIN NUMBER!!! FUCK!!! SIAN!!! And AFA is suppose to be "easy" for this CA...Cuz lecturer's gonna fuck us up during the final exam of 50% =.= Reason cuz the paper's standard will be viewed by universities so the paper must be imbar ~.~ If this also fail really no hope liao...Super demoralizing lor...CLAW and Audit de project must bankai le then can pull up the grades...AFA leh...No choice...Needa practice all the tutorials cuz the next exam purely consolidation...No theories...Gotta own that then Im back on track le...

For the remaining modules...I will know my FACC, COST and MA results later...But after seeing my failed modules scared le...FACC think will pass but COST theory buang...Anyhow bomb...Hope really can pass and especially MA...Its the most fucking easy paper of them all...I finished in 30mins and stoned...If nvr get B or A really can go eat shit and die le...AHHH!!! FML!!!

CAMP

2010-06-26T19:01:00.002+08:00

WEEE~~~ Just got back from camp which lasted from Tues to Fri...Super fun...Sad thing is need sleep on the chairs...So darn uncomfortable...If sleep on table leh...Exposed to the air con...Sooo cold...Fri wanted go eat sushi de...But also cannot make it...So sian...So just went to FC5 eat KFC then jiu zao le...Still kinda tired from the aftermath of the camp...Even though I already slept around 17 hours le >.<

Monday school reopen le...Good thing can go gai gai and meet my bros more frequently le and not to forget the Sat IAP meeting which I always look forward to...And also the results from the exams are coming too...Hope I did quite okay though...Hopefully no failures...

KBOX

2010-06-16T08:34:00.002+08:00

WEEE~~~ Prep camp on Sat and Sun was fun!!! Although I fell asleep for the last part of it...Too tired le...Cannot take it le luh!!! Anw Fri went to KBOX and subscribe to a promotion which ends at the end of this month...Its $29 but you can go KBOX everyday from 1100-1900 for that one time payment...How imbar is that!!! But there's only one complementary drink in the promotion only...And we used it on Fri...So next time go I think no drinks for us le...Unless we kapo some drinks in...

Today and tml going AMK library to do project...SIAN!!! Stupid Audit project...But after the project we'll be going to KBOX to STRETCH out $29 =X Hope I don't make my voice nearly gg again this time >.<

ENDED

2010-06-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

WHOOTS!!! AT LONG LAST!!! MST HAS ENDED!!! Been waiting for this day...Muahahaha!!! Now can slack le :D Going gai gai tml...Sat and Sun prep camp...Whoots!!! This week's packed!!! Hope next week's the same!!! :D

During MST drew stuffs in the answer papers LOL!!!
Monday drew Elmo
Tuesday too hard tio kan nvr draw D:
Wednesday hard too but heck le sooo drew Domokun
Thursday also tio kan but anyhow boom then drew pig rabbit :D
Expecting tio suan by teacher le if do not sooo well =X But who cares...Im happy can le :D WEEE~~~

MING

2010-06-06T03:26:00.004+08:00

ARGH!!! Its the stupid time of the term again...MST!!! Stupid stupid stupid!!! Don't like it!!! Have to study!!! And you know what that means...Study = Visits to lalaland!!! But never study also go lalaland LOL!!! But the point is I cannot study!!! Cuz will keep fall asleep!!! Hurhur!!!

Here's the timetable of my MST...All are one hour papers...Good thing cuz like that cannot test THAT much xD
Mon - MA 1000
Tue - FACC 1030 & Audit 1500
Wed - CLAW 0830 & COST 1130
Thu - AFA 1530

Saddened...So many modules...Haiz...But nvm la...Think COST and FACC gonna be no kick...Just got the confidence...Maybe cuz its a repeat module? Maybe...Hope I don't screw up though...Duno why this MST's just got the confidence that the papers are gonna be quite okay...Hope its really easy though...

Anw...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NG MING SHENG!!! Doubt he'd see this...But still...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Saddened that its MST period now...If not there would have been a BBQ to celebrate his birthday like every other year D;

IAP

2010-06-01T01:15:00.002+08:00

WEEE~~~ At last IAP is over le...For now that is...And darn saddened...Our presentation din get to finish...If only I did not talk about the stupid organisation chart...Fuck it...My bad...But Q&A I think handled quite well...Lee Tan Lin got fucked in the face :D PWNED!!! After IAP went to Cathay to watch Prince Of Persia: Sands Of Time...Not bad the show...Worth the money if $6 :D And during the weekends just downloaded Bleach: Soul Carnival 2, Bleach: Heat the Soul 6 and 300: March To Glory :D Now to concentrate on the MST...Got 2 days got 2 papers due to my forward modules sia...Fucking sian...Shall post my exam schedule soon...Too lazy to write out now =X

A.N.JELL

2010-05-27T02:06:00.002+08:00

Super addicted to this show now 原来是美男啊...Got to see this show when my lappy was down...Must be fate...When I first saw the show it was episode 1...So Im like chasing the show now...SUPER NICE!!! :D I love Park Shin Hye and Jang Geun Suk de hair!!! Super chio!!! You can see from the videos!!! Ima tie me hair like that after I grow it longer :D WEEE~~~
A.N.JELL - Still

A.N.JELL - Promise

And jiayou my IAP group!!! ANDREW!!! MING!!! DEREK!!! JIAYOU!!! GAMBATEH!!! HWAITING!!! Presentation is on monday...GOOD LUCK!!! Hoping for an A :D

LAPPY

2010-05-22T11:48:00.003+08:00

YAY!!! At long last got back my lappy le ytd :D Sent it for repair on wed for the loose hinge of the lid...Nth to do sia without lappy >; But in the midst of not playing lappy...I come to like this show on channel 825...The title is 原来是美男啊 :D Heard that I already came out last year...But who cares...Nice nice show :D Hehe

TECHNO

2010-05-16T16:49:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!! Ytd was suppose to meet Andrew & Derek at 0940...BUT I WAKEY AT 1100+!!! >.< I forgot to on my phone after the alarm and fell asleep...Cuz before we leave will sms each other to see if we have woken up...So faster changed but then mama wan me to eat at home before leaving...So had to wait a while before leaving...Then when I reach interchange le...Andrew sms me to buy something for them to eat...Ended up buying Macdonald for them...Also bought for myself too =/ Went to Ming's house le...I just used the staircase to 2nd floor to take the lift as the 1st floor needs you to tap a card for the lift to operate...Took to 16th floor to realise Ming's house was 15 not 16 >.< Then I opened his door and entered then I saw his sister...She like abit shocked seeing someone entered their house like that...But think she know Im Ming's friend bah HAHAHA!!! Then did alot of retarded things there as usual LOL!!! Then when going home le I went to swim at Ming's house while Andrew & Derek went home...After swimming for about 30mins then zao le...My swimming skills abit coming back le...WEEE~~~ Heard a few of my last time addicted de songs while playing a facey application called Nightclub City...One is Eiffel 65 - Blue (Da Ba Dee) and the other is Daft Punk - One More Time...These 2 songs are like classic technos :DD Still can remember how I was addicted to technos when I was like in primary school HAHAHA!!!
I personally like this extended remix :D IM BLUE DA BA DEE DABBA DA-EE

Daft Punk - One More Time

DANCE

2010-05-14T00:56:00.003+08:00

WEEE~~~ Gonna learn this dance move...Chao diao :D

Haiz...This week ponned quite a lot of lectures =X Darn...Reverting to my old self le...Argh!!! Cannot!!! Must continue to force myself to go school...Although all the 0800 de lesson Im always late like 10-20 mins >.< AND AT LAST!!! AUDIT TEST IS OVER!!! HOPE I CAN PASS!!! Starting duno how do sia...Then end up anyhow do...End up ask friend same method sia...MUAHAHAHA!!! Am I pro or what? xP Now gotta start concentrating on IAP le...We are kinda behind time >.< Jiayou!!! Saturday going Ming's house again for meeting :D

DROOL

2010-05-10T20:21:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO!!! Found the track list for Jay Chou's new album 跨时代 le...Its the real de :D Not fake!!! Got this from YesAsia...WEEE~~~ Can't wait for it!!! 8 MORE DAYS!!!
CD
01. 跨时代
02. 说了再见
03. 烟花易冷
04. 免费教学录影带
05. 好久不见
06. 雨下一整晚
07. 嘻哈空姐
08. 我落泪。情绪零碎
09. 爱的等飞行日记
10. 自导自演
11. 超人不会飞

DVD
1. 超人不会飞 MV
2. 免费教学录影带 MV

For this album...Noticed that all his songs are kinda long...The titles >.<

Darn...I hate sleeping face down on the bus...It always makes one drool T.T Hurhur >;

PROJECT

2010-05-10T00:13:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!! Super busy week...Stupid CLAW project is killing everyone...And to add on I need do IAP project also...ARGH!!! Sat whole day doing IAP...Argh...Still settling CLAW now...RAWR!!! Then Thurs got Audit CA...FML!!! Haiz...This Wed should be going ACER repair my lappy de lid...If not next week...Duno why all of a sudden loose sia...Then after that got Env Welcome Tea...Then after that need go home study Audit le...RAWR!!!

AHHH!!! WHERE IS JAY'S ABLUM!!! ITS 10TH OF MAY LE!!! WHERE~~~ 3rd single is already out named 跨时代!!! Kinda cool~~~ Heard its the most expensive production...10 million yuan to produce it >.<

LAPPY

2010-05-07T00:50:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!! Everyday very tired!!! How'd I wish one day was 48 hours instead of 24 hours...Sooo many things I wanna do!!! But too tired or no time to do it...With 48 hours I can have 10-12 hours of sleep!!! :D Then like that I won't be sleepy everyday!!! HAHA!!! Darn my lappy lid since few weeks ago suddently loose sia...Duno why...Like quite loose...The lappy lid must be opened 80 degree or more if not I let go it will just close by itself...Darn...Needa go ACER at JE to repair it...heard from Teck should be can take back the day I give them fix it...But I don't want go alone!!! So boring...Anyone want pei me >.< Then when I give them the lappy fix that time can go gai gai abit then go back collect =X Or if no need wait cause its just tightening can also go gai gai at JE after that xD